February 7, 2011 § Leave a comment
Everyone needs some catharsis now and then. While I’m not so much into the dramatic arts, when things hurt, they hurt. I jettisoned a lot of tissues tonight. And to be honest, if I weren’t so stubborn about keeping my postaday resolution, I wouldn’t be posting at all. That’s the tricky little thing about blogs–especially regular ones. There are days when you just don’t have anything together and would rather hide than post publicly. But alas, here we are and you have to see me at my most vulnerable.
The only thing I can say is that regardless of who you are–whether you’re an optimist or a pessimist, a cynic or a hopeless romantic–the hardest thing having to watch the dreaded inevitable become tangible, to witness its advent, to hear it spoken out loud.
Tonight I am breathlessly hoping for regeneration, for strength, resolution and peace and yes, catharsis.